Ryan was all crying and upset. I just wanted to ignore him... I knew it was a bad conversation... I really wanted to just avoid the whole situation. But they are necessary evils.
I tried to clear my mind from all biases (is that bi-i?) so I would be able to handle the conversation without getting all upset and storming off... or mad at Ryan, but not able to tell him why or something crappy like that.
I asked him why he was crying. He told me that he didn't like how things were headed. Well, not those words exactly. He said something more like he didn't feel that I was cuddly enough for him.
Anyone that knows me, knows that I'm not a big touchy feely sorta person. So, I tried to explain that I've made efforts to acknowledge him, physically, and so the conversation continued.
So, on went the talk. I think things were better after awhile, but it was still one of those conversations nobody likes to have.
Carisa
Happy idea for today:
(From: 14,000 things to be happy about. by Barbara Ann Kipfer)
corn on the cob dishes (p.227)
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