Well, that was a run-on sentence if I ever saw one.
Why did I cry for a straight hour? I'll do my best to let ya know.
First of all, I knew that I had to unpack the car. Everything going
downstairs to leave was much easier than going back upstairs to
return.
Second, the house reeked! Maxine's litter was both piss and poop so I
knew she didn't prefer the toilet for pissing. In fact, the toilet lid
was down, so obviously she didn't want to use it while I was gone.
Third, I missed my friends and wished I didn't have to go home. I had so
much fun that I almost felt normal (well, as normal as I can be anyways
--ha ha Wess, anyways). It's been a long time since I laughed everyday
and had conversation with someone other than Mom or my girls. I almost
forgot what it was like to have friends... real friends.
Fourth, I didn't cry while I was at Tech. Okay. That's a lie. I did
cry. It was after I left the Animal Alliance. It was hard to know that I
couldn't help and I was also talking about Humane Society here and telling
them how it's an euthanizer-shelter (sp?). That was hard to talk about,
especially since I can't do anything to help (including volunteering
because of it). Other than that, I didn't cry, so I knew a big cry was
coming on.
Fifth, and most importantly, I had returned to reality. It hurts to be
where I am, so if you came back to it after having a nice vacation, you
would cry to. ... if it happened to you.... do-do dodo dooo.... (that's
my version of musical notes).
Carisa