I don't know how to describe my mood for most of the day, other than to say it was mellow, insightful, and somewhere between sad and calm.... hmm... I guess mellow would be that somewhere inbetween. Oops. Redundancy Girl has entered the building, folks!

Anyways, I did a lot of thinking about myself, what I want to do, what I want to get out of life, relationships, goals to set, etc, etc, etc. I don't know if I ended up helping myself or not, but I do know that I at least finally took the time to think about things. That's more than I've done in a long time.

Believe it or not, I thought about Pikku the other day. I miss her. I wouldn't have mentioned this if it weren't for the moment of recollection I had afterwards. I was turning on the computer, when I leaned down next to the desk to tell Pikku that it was going to be loud again... and I realized she wasn't here. She didn't have to hear the loud tower of my computer. She wasn't here to take note, or be disturbed from her slumber, or pause from running on her wheel while she sniffed the air and listened to my voice. It was a sad moment. One I almost wish I hadn't had.

I don't want to end this entry on a downer, so I just wanted to record that I've assessed aspects of my life. Some are bad, some need improving, some are pleasant, some are still not solved, some are just right, but most of all, I've thought about them.

Carisa