I have been getting everything ready for college. I want to make sure my new car (new to me because it's my first car ever) is in pristine working condition before I take it for a 4 hour trip.
I think I am more excited about this school year than any because I think I have finally figured out what my life role is. It took me a long time of self-discovery--not masturbation--to see who I am deep inside. I can name many emotions and have an odd sense of self-confidence although I don't let it be known to myself all the time.
I can't wait to return to my friends. It seems so long since I have seen them. I really wish that I had attended graduation in the Spring. So many of my good friends....gone now...I didn't even get to say good-bye.
Shit! Now I got myself feeling down. I think I will go make myself some tea and hope I can get some rest.
Carisa
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