Devon, whatever shall I do
Off the topic: I finally got a day off! It's about damn time. It was so
nice to just have no time schedule (except of course to go to the Animal
Alliance before they closed). Ahhh.... relaxation, and of course,
corruption. (Bwa-ha-ha --that's an evil laugh, in case you can't hear me
reading this to you)
Ahhh.... so, tonight was fun. First I was watching "The Princess
Bride" on Comedy Central because that movie just kicks ass, and then I got
a message from Dooped. So I replied and then the computer fest started to
take off. Sandy said she was watching a movie, so she would talk to
Dooped when it was over. He agreed.
In the process of the movie ending, I saw Devon's ICQ go from available to
away, so I sent a message.
- Sandy
- you dont want to talk to me
- do u hate me too
- did i do something wrong
- Devon
- Oh Hi, no you did nothing wrong, I have been extremely busy, I
have missed you, Why have you not called me?
- Sandy
- i missed you too. i didn't think you wanted to talk to me
anymore
(She's working her way into making the guilt. )
- Devon
- I sure do. Can you call me now?
- Sandy
- nope. Mike is on the other line, long distance
Only because I was on the phone with someone at the time, and I didn't
want to waste my money on him. hehehe And he replies downheartedly.
- Devon
- oh. O.K.
- Sandy
- i have something to tell you. it's very serious
- Devon
- What is that?
- Sandy
- it is horrible
- Devon
- O.k.
- Sandy
- remember how mike wanted to stay to comfort me for awhile?
- Devon
- yes
- Sandy
- hes still here
- Devon
- Oh, so he is.
- Sandy
- yes, i just said hes on the phone
- Devon
- Yes, I know that.
- Sandy
- well, he hasnt been really nice
She wants to tell him and she doesn't at the same time. It's very hard
for her. Like the retard he is, he replies...
- Devon
- Then you should tell him to leave.
- Sandy
- i cant. he is in control
- Devon
- Not if that is your place he is not.
- Sandy
- i am weak
- Devon
- I have two words for you. STOP IT. Stop being week, and throw
him out, he was not that great of roomate in the first place, If necessary
call the cops.
- Sandy
- im afraid
He was going so ape-shit with answering so quick that I was starting to
get scared, but I continued because I hadn't even gotten to the bad part
yet.
- Devon
- It is your house not his. I have told you how to do things
time and time again. Now will you do it please???
- Sandy
- im afraid
- Devon
- Well, then stop it.
- Sandy
- how
- Devon
- By doing what I have told you that is why. He does not belong
there.
Since he was so specific, she starts to blame herself. Being the victim,
it always happens that way!
- Sandy
- but he gave me a back massage
- Devon
- What do you want me to tell you? What do you want from me???
- Sandy
- ummm i dunno
- but i havent told you yet
- Devon
- What???
- Sandy
- about what happened. thing i have to tell you
- Devon
- Then tell me.
*Deep breath*
- Sandy
- mike raped me
- Devon
- Oh no!! THEN YOU MUST TELL THE COPS.
- Sandy
- no, i think i made him do it
- Devon
- You are confusing me nw.
- Sandy
- i was laying in my bed wearing silky pajamas and asking if i
could have a back rub
- Devon
- Yes.
- Sandy
- and?
- Devon
- What? your the one who is telling the story.
- Sandy
- why did you say yes
- Devon
- I was just using that as a simple response. as in O.k.? You
know??
- Sandy
- are you mad at me
- Devon
- I am annoyed, because I try to help you, and you don't listen
to me, now I do not know why I bother.
- Sandy
- mike said i listen to you. he wanted to call you, but i
wouldnt give him your number
- Devon
- Good, because I do not want to talk to him.
- Sandy
- this was before anything bad happened
- Devon
- I see.
- Sandy
- ok ok ok
- Devon
- yes.
- Sandy
- yeah yeah yeah
- Devon
- So what do you want from me?
- Sandy
- i told you i dunno
- chris told me that i should see u
- Devon
- Is that what you want?
- Sandy
- i dunno
- Devon
- Oh boy.
- Sandy
- what
- Devon
- You never ever know. That is what Is driving me crazy, I try
to give you advice, and you did not take it tonight about Mike either, so
I am at a stand still now.
- Sandy
- you hate me
- Devon
- No I do not hate you, I just wish you would listen to me.
- Sandy
- i am
- Devon
- Yes, but you do not use it.
- Sandy
- im afraid of what will happen
- Devon
- You must stand up for your rights.
- Sandy
- i wanna curl up and die
- Devon
- I have heard that over and over again that is why I have not
spoken to you O.k? I have tried my best, and it does not seem to be
enough for you.
- Sandy
- so you really hate me, huh
- Devon
- No, I just wish you would listen to me and do what I told you.
- Sandy
- so you want me to meet you
- Devon
- Do you still have feelings for me?
- Sandy
- yes, i wish you didnt hate me
- Devon
- I told you I did not hate you.
- Sandy
- but you do now, i know
- Devon
- That is not true, being frustrated with you, and hating are 2
completly different things. I do not hate you.
- Sandy
- but you dont love me anymore
- Devon
- That is not true either.
- Sandy
- you still do? really?
- Devon
- Yes.
- Sandy
- really? :)
- Devon
- Yes :+) Although I wish I could talk on the phone with you. To
tell the truth, I hate talking on this thing.
- Sandy
- well, i think mike is almost off the phone
- Devon
- He will have to go home eventually.
- Sandy
- this is his home now
- Devon
- How can you say that?
- Sandy
- cause he pays rent
- Devon
- Since when did you invite him there??? I was not aware of that.
- Sandy
- he brought mikey to me
- Devon
- He brought a dead cat to you. SOme pal.
- Sandy
- dont say that!!!!!
- Devon
- How could I not? He also raped you too. How can I not hate a
man that does such things?
- Sandy
- dont mention mikey like that
- Devon
- I did not mean to say it like it sounded, i was trying to make
a point.
I am leaving.
That was it. He went offline. So I decided that Sandy was not happy and
he was really wasn't listening to her either. She decided that a phone
call was going to be appropriate.
I ended my phone convo and then waited a nano-second or two. I cleared my
throat and then I picked up the phone again and made the call. Please
advance a day to read the phone
conversation.
Carisa
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