Devon, whatever shall I do

Off the topic: I finally got a day off! It's about damn time. It was so nice to just have no time schedule (except of course to go to the Animal Alliance before they closed). Ahhh.... relaxation, and of course, corruption. (Bwa-ha-ha --that's an evil laugh, in case you can't hear me reading this to you)

Ahhh.... so, tonight was fun. First I was watching "The Princess Bride" on Comedy Central because that movie just kicks ass, and then I got a message from Dooped. So I replied and then the computer fest started to take off. Sandy said she was watching a movie, so she would talk to Dooped when it was over. He agreed.

In the process of the movie ending, I saw Devon's ICQ go from available to away, so I sent a message.

Sandy
you dont want to talk to me
do u hate me too
did i do something wrong
Devon
Oh Hi, no you did nothing wrong, I have been extremely busy, I have missed you, Why have you not called me?
Sandy
i missed you too. i didn't think you wanted to talk to me anymore

(She's working her way into making the guilt. )

Devon
I sure do. Can you call me now?
Sandy
nope. Mike is on the other line, long distance

Only because I was on the phone with someone at the time, and I didn't want to waste my money on him. hehehe And he replies downheartedly.

Devon
oh. O.K.
Sandy
i have something to tell you. it's very serious
Devon
What is that?
Sandy
it is horrible
Devon
O.k.
Sandy
remember how mike wanted to stay to comfort me for awhile?
Devon
yes
Sandy
hes still here
Devon
Oh, so he is.
Sandy
yes, i just said hes on the phone
Devon
Yes, I know that.
Sandy
well, he hasnt been really nice

She wants to tell him and she doesn't at the same time. It's very hard for her. Like the retard he is, he replies...

Devon
Then you should tell him to leave.
Sandy
i cant. he is in control
Devon
Not if that is your place he is not.
Sandy
i am weak
Devon
I have two words for you. STOP IT. Stop being week, and throw him out, he was not that great of roomate in the first place, If necessary call the cops.
Sandy
im afraid

He was going so ape-shit with answering so quick that I was starting to get scared, but I continued because I hadn't even gotten to the bad part yet.

Devon
It is your house not his. I have told you how to do things time and time again. Now will you do it please???
Sandy
im afraid
Devon
Well, then stop it.
Sandy
how
Devon
By doing what I have told you that is why. He does not belong there.

Since he was so specific, she starts to blame herself. Being the victim, it always happens that way!

Sandy
but he gave me a back massage
Devon
What do you want me to tell you? What do you want from me???
Sandy
ummm i dunno
but i havent told you yet
Devon
What???
Sandy
about what happened. thing i have to tell you
Devon
Then tell me.

*Deep breath*
Sandy
mike raped me
Devon
Oh no!! THEN YOU MUST TELL THE COPS.
Sandy
no, i think i made him do it
Devon
You are confusing me nw.
Sandy
i was laying in my bed wearing silky pajamas and asking if i could have a back rub
Devon
Yes.
Sandy
and?
Devon
What? your the one who is telling the story.
Sandy
why did you say yes
Devon
I was just using that as a simple response. as in O.k.? You know??
Sandy
are you mad at me
Devon
I am annoyed, because I try to help you, and you don't listen to me, now I do not know why I bother.
Sandy
mike said i listen to you. he wanted to call you, but i wouldnt give him your number
Devon
Good, because I do not want to talk to him.
Sandy
this was before anything bad happened
Devon
I see.
Sandy
ok     ok     ok
Devon
yes.
Sandy
yeah     yeah     yeah
Devon
So what do you want from me?
Sandy
i told you i dunno
chris told me that i should see u
Devon
Is that what you want?
Sandy
i dunno
Devon
Oh boy.
Sandy
what
Devon
You never ever know. That is what Is driving me crazy, I try to give you advice, and you did not take it tonight about Mike either, so I am at a stand still now.
Sandy
you hate me
Devon
No I do not hate you, I just wish you would listen to me.
Sandy
i am
Devon
Yes, but you do not use it.
Sandy
im afraid of what will happen
Devon
You must stand up for your rights.
Sandy
i wanna curl up and die
Devon
I have heard that over and over again that is why I have not spoken to you O.k? I have tried my best, and it does not seem to be enough for you.
Sandy
so you really hate me, huh
Devon
No, I just wish you would listen to me and do what I told you.
Sandy
so you want me to meet you
Devon
Do you still have feelings for me?
Sandy
yes, i wish you didnt hate me
Devon
I told you I did not hate you.
Sandy
but you do now, i know
Devon
That is not true, being frustrated with you, and hating are 2 completly different things. I do not hate you.
Sandy
but you dont love me anymore
Devon
That is not true either.
Sandy
you still do? really?
Devon
Yes.
Sandy
really? :)
Devon
Yes :+) Although I wish I could talk on the phone with you. To tell the truth, I hate talking on this thing.
Sandy
well, i think mike is almost off the phone
Devon
He will have to go home eventually.
Sandy
this is his home now
Devon
How can you say that?
Sandy
cause he pays rent
Devon
Since when did you invite him there??? I was not aware of that.
Sandy
he brought mikey to me
Devon
He brought a dead cat to you. SOme pal.
Sandy
dont say that!!!!!
Devon
How could I not? He also raped you too. How can I not hate a man that does such things?
Sandy
dont mention mikey like that
Devon
I did not mean to say it like it sounded, i was trying to make a point. I am leaving.
That was it. He went offline. So I decided that Sandy was not happy and he was really wasn't listening to her either. She decided that a phone call was going to be appropriate.

I ended my phone convo and then waited a nano-second or two. I cleared my throat and then I picked up the phone again and made the call. Please advance a day to read the phone conversation.

Carisa

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