Devon

Hello! *sounded angry*

Sandy

hello? *meeger*

Devon

Hello? Who is this? *confused*

Sandy

its sandy *from now on. If all words are in lower case, she's very timid*

Devon

What?

Sandy

sandy

Devon

Ummm *clears his throat, then his voice is sappy sweet* Hello.

Sandy

do you hate me

Devon

No. I'm just frustrated. You don't seem to listen to me.

Sandy

i do. i really do.

Devon

I don't think you are really hearing me.

Sandy

i am though. i am.

Devon

So, how have you been?

Sandy

i cant get it out of my head

Devon

What?

Sandy

*starts to cry*

Devon

What? What's....what's wrong?

Sandy

*whimpering, sniffle, sniffle*

Devon

*pleading* Sandy. Sandy?

Sandy

i cant cry. mike will hear me. then he will come in and be all concerned that im trying to do something bad to myself and .... *trails off*

Devon

*monotone* ok

Sandy

*sniffles again* ok, im not going to cry anymore

Devon

*regular sappy voice again* That's good

Sandy

ok, im not going to cry again

Devon

I really missed you.

Sandy

why didn't you try to contact me?

Devon

Like I said before, I've been very busy and I thought I would give you some time

Sandy

but no one else talks to me anymore

Devon

Sorry to hear that.

Sandy

*sniffle, feels crying coming on again*

Devon

oh. Sandy.

Sandy

*sniffle* im not going to cry. im not going to cry.

Devon

So... Umm... what are you thinking?

Sandy

i cant think about anything else *whimpering sob sneaks out*

Devon

.... ahh.... hhmmm. *seriously asking* Think about what?

Sandy

...umm...what i wrote

Devon

Wrote what? When?

Sandy

before, on icq

Devon

ummm....? *then the light turns on*Oh! Yeah! Oh...sorry. Oh!

Devon

So... When did it happen?

Sandy

*starts crying all over again*

Sandy

*talking through her tears* i have to stop crying. i have to stop

Devon

Umm...? Why are you crying?

Sandy

*ignoring his question* mike is going to come in and be worried about me. i have to stop crying. i.... *new set of sobs break out*

Devon

*obviously still confused* Sandy?

Sandy

*cry, cry, like there's no tomorrow*

Devon

hhhh.... Sandy? *pause* Sandy? *pause* What's wrong?

Sandy

*through her tears again* icanticant icanticant

Devon

What?!

Sandy

*starting to calm down a bit* i cant stop i cant stop. i cant stop.

Devon

*concerned, but getting pissed that she won't stop crying* What can't you stop?

Sandy

*sniffle, sniffle* i cant stop thinking about it

Devon

*dumbfounded, yet again* ummm.... Thinking about what?

Sandy

*new burst of tears--excessively dramatic this time*

Devon

Oh! .... Oh! Oh!. Right! .. Oh!.... Sorry. Right.

Sandy

*sniffle, sniffle* ok     ok     ok *calming herself down*

Devon

Are you ok?

Sandy

...no

Devon

ahh... *doesn't know what to say, so he's stalling* yeah

Sandy

*sniffle*

Devon

yeah

Sandy

*sniffle, deep sigh*

Devon

yeah

Sandy

ok

Devon

Um... know what I'm thinking about?

Sandy

*considers saying sex, but thinks better of it* what else would I be thinking about?

Devon

Oh yeah.... sorry. Ummm...

Sandy

i just wish that it would go away, erase my memory, erase all the bad, i want it gone

Devon

Don't talk like that. You aren't making any sense.

Sandy

*whimpering through more tears* im sorry im sorry

Devon

Don't be. Just don't say anything like that again.

Sandy

*still sniffling and teary* im sorry im sorry

Devon

Stop it.

Devon

Listen, *sigh* I'm going to bed. Nothing is being resolved here and you aren't listening to me.

Sandy

yes i am

Devon

Well, I don't see it. Good-night

Sandy

are you mad at me?

Devon

I said, 'Good night'!

Then he hung up. I was astounded that he actually stood up for himself. That's impressive. To get a little bit of an update, read Nov. 6th entry. I hope to have a tid bit more info available on the Devon situation. Carisa