I will give you another paragraph to go on to another entry. This is really something I don't want you reading. It would just be too weird. That's why I am I writing this paragraph. If you haven't turned away yet, please do so now.

Are you gone yet? Please go. Now. I beg you. Please read any other entry but the rest of this one. I guarantee that you don't want to read the rest. So leave. Now. No more pleases. Go. Now. No more reading. G-bye!!!! Now!

I was driving home from Wal-mart today and my station was playing crap for once, so I hit some of my pre-programed stations. Kick ass! "Closer" by Nine Inch Nails was on! I haven't heard that song in a long time. It reminds me of my sophomore year of college. Nikki had it on MP3 and I would play that song and "Somebody Kill Me Please" by Adam Sandler all the time.

I was at a stop light and I just cranked up the radio! It was so refreshing to hear that song. Now comes the part that I don't want family to read, so if you are still reading, please, please, PLEASE stop reading. I started getting horny. Not just a little tingle down my spine, but all out heavy breathing and excited! I couldn't believe it. What's happening?

What is it about the song that's triggering something inside me? I was almost getting dizzy from the surge of emotion and sensation flowing through my body. What's making this happen? How could a song from 3 years ago make such an impact today? How is this possible?

I almost had to pull over and just enjoy the song, but I was almost home and "Buffy" was going to be on soon, so I had to get home to watch. Can't miss a minute of "Buffy". Man, I'm so OCD! It's pathetic... grr... blah. Ok... enough of this entry. I lost my focus. Surprise, surprise.

Carisa