Little Groggy Girl

March 27, 2002

Today has been miserable for me. I'm really sick. It sucks. I could barely sleep last night because I couldn't breath laying down. I tried to head to the living room to sleep in the chair, but found that I didn't have enough energy for that. :(

All in all, today sucked. I stayed home. It was the first day I stayed home in a week! I deserved it. I had other things going on that I needed to attend, so I had to leave. I hadn't slept much because of the grieving, and I've been overeating, and exposing myself to the cold weather and sick people. Dammit!

I guess this year I'm getting sick to make up for the lack of sickness in all the past years. And maybe it's because I'm not around people all the time like I've been in past years so when I actually am around someone, I'm more susceptible. Who knows?!

Either way, I'm not going to take drugs to "help it along". I am just going to wait it out. Besides, if I don't sleep tonight, I'll be a zombie tomorrow, and I know for sure I'll sleep soundly after that. My body will be running on empty (oh, except for all the food I keep eating, I mean). My body will have no choice but to sleep. So there! Take that logic, Body! Ha!

Carisa

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