I don't know if I'm mad at me, or cranky with something Ryan did or didn't do, or even if it's just because I'm lazy. I don't know. I guess I should really be looking for work harder, but I don't ever feel motivated to do so. Perhaps if I imagine that I don't get any money from Ryan anymore, how do I get spending money or eating out money... I have to work for it. So, maybe that should be my new mindset.
I want to change gears completely now: I went to Best Buy on Saturday with Ryan. It was the first time I've been shopping (for myself for non-neccessities) in over a year! I just wanted to buy out the store. I was so excited. Running around the DVD section, and then looking at games, and then back to the DVDs. Oh yeah, and let's not forget that I went to the CDs and picked out 3 of them ... only after having a near armload of DVDs.
I ended up getting...
Buffy: Season 1
Buffy: Season 2 (6 whole discs!)
Monsters, Inc.
Monty Python's The Holy Grail (Collector's edition - 2 discs)
Se7en - 2 disc
Garbage CD - Beautiful Garbage
Avril Larigne CD - Let it out
Alanis Morrisette CD - Under Rug Swept
It was a hefty sum, but since I haven't gotten anything for myself (other than puzzles) for a year or so, I think I was pretty reasonable. Besides, they didn't have U571 and Cruel Intentions, otherwise I think I would have gotten both of those instead of Se7en and Monsters, Inc (on this visit anyways hehe).
They had Happy Gilmore on DVD, but it was $20, so I decided (with the persuasion (sp?) of Ryan) to get it when the price goes down. It's a good movie, but doesn't have any extra stuff. Hell, I got Monsters, Inc - 2 disc bonus stuff for $22. You do the math.
Another topic now: I haven't gone to the SPCA yet, because I have this...
thing. Um, how to put it into one word... umm... oh... I guess I can't.
Anyways, this thing consists of
1) not wanting to run into Janet there
2) fear that I'll want to adopt every kitty I see
3) it's a long way to walk, and if I go there and end up standing the
whole time and then needing to walk home... I'm gonna be exhausted
4) Umm... something else?
So, I haven't gone yet. I feel like the SPCA was one of the reasons that I moved out here, and yet.... damn me. See? I am making a full circle. At the beginning of the entry, I said that I was cranky, and here I am getting cranky at me again. Ack.
Different topic because the last one is depressing me: Maxine is on my lap right now. She is so nice to me. She follows me around a lot. Yesterday Ryan fell asleep on the couch, and I feel asleep in the bed (for a nap, due to early football game watching that day) and Maxine had been on the couch with me and Ryan, but when I got up, she did too. She came and slept with me on the bed. At my feet, of course, but still... good enough for me. :) She loves me more than Ryan... ha ha :)
Carisa
Happy idea for today:
(From: 14,000 things to be happy about. by Barbara Ann Kipfer)
being frugal (p. 224)
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